Look I’m actually blogging again!! It’s been another busy few days. Yesterday started with our band office meeting, which went like a meeting lol. After that I had to run to old navy to buy some khaki pants because I had none and needed it for a marching band thing that night. So I got them and then finally practiced some, and did a bit of music copying. Then I had rehearsal, which was fun. Then I ran home to feed and let out Piper before heading out to Monday Nights Light, which is some freshman event the marching band was playing at. That took up my entire night for better or worse. I don’t even really remember what happened…they practiced….we ate…they marched and we went home, with plenty of issues in-between. One of those issues for me was there was waaaaaayy to many people there for my liking which wasn’t fun because of anxiety, but I’m alive.
Today started with me going to get some form of caffeine because I’m exhausted. Then I had class and then was stuck in folder hell again, as one of the bands had to switch repertoire for their concert. But I got them all done so I’m set on that hopefully now for a bit. After giving the band their new music, I got to practice! Then we had studio class and then marching band…one thing right after the other. I did some cooking when I got home and then spent forever on homework :/ . But I had some energy to do some composing- which always makes me happy. In random news, my fingers are getting some nice callouses from playing so much ukulele LOL, scroll quickly if you don’t wanna see that.
That’s been all, not much to write about, but it’s taken up all of my days. Mentally, I’d say I’m a touch better than last week. No panic attacks or breakdowns… yet… I would say I’m mostly just tired. I’ve been trying to take my medication at night to see if that would help, but it doesn’t seem to be making a difference 🙁 . I maybe should look into switching anyway, I’m still struggling with quite a bit of anxiety and depression. But if I’m also being honest with myself, the amount I’m struggling is pretty normal for me during the school year. It’s probably not normal-normal, but it’s me-normal lol. Until Thursday!
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