I have like nothing really to blog about and it’s been a really normal few days. Tuesday, my electronic music class got cancelled, but I was already on campus so I decided to practice some, which was literally me staring at myself in a mirror for at least 30 minutes trying to fix my playing. A frustrating, but important change. Then I had a rehearsal with my pianist which actually went really well and makes me feel less worried about my recital next week (which by the way will be streamed on my instagram and facebook!). Afterwards, I practiced some more, starting new pieces to motivate me. I also filmed for a tiktok/reel that should be posting tomorrow. It was a lot of fun and a nice break from all of my recital rep. Then I headed to studio class. We worked on Chant de Linos in studio since there’s a bunch of us learning it and it was an interesting class…having three of us play it at the same time lol. Afterwards, I ended up eating with a friend which was nice. We got some pho which was really good. Then I headed home to work on the same things I’ve been working on for forever. But I did finish and post my recital poster, which I think turned out pretty nice.
Today was not even as exciting as yesterday. I woke up not feeling great physically with a headache and honestly I still don’t. I don’t get sick often and I don’t think I am fully sick, but I’m definitely feeling extremly fatigued. My body is tired and sluggish. So I woke up pretty late, stayed in bed for a bit before forcing myself to get up and eat something and take my dog out. Then I quite literally went back to sleep, hoping to wake up feeling better, but I didn’t. I’m still exhausted. So I don’t think practicing is going to happen today, considering the day is like over, which makes me feel bad, but at the same time, I am so incredibly tired. I don’t even know why. Even right now, I feel like I should write more, but I’m seriously so tired. It’s a beautiful day outside, but no part of me wants to get up and do anything. At least I didn’t have rehearsal today. Whatever. That’s all I’m going to write so I can go eat something and go back to sleep lol